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Thinking back on all the years of life we sacrificed
The feeling afterwards is not what I imagined like
I really loved you but I put this shit above you
Guess in a way I always knew this is what it would come to
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Verse 1
I thought of you and wrote a few words
I couldn’t give you what I knew you deserved
So I left don’t cry though I know that it hurts
It gets harder every time I think I’m over the worst
I’m just trying to keep busy I’ll let you know if it works
I remember that morning I seen you holding my shirt
There’s tear drops on the sleeve say your’e not gonna leave
Trying to live my life without you seems impossible please don’t go
You watched me turn my back walk out the door and leave slow
How the hell you let one of reasons that you breathe go
I used to let you cry on my shoulder
Yo how the hell you say goodbye when it’s over I wanna know
Then we meet up so we can try to get closure, said how you been?
I said I’ve been more high and less sober where to begin
The sun is out I close the blinds I like it dark inside
I couldn’t give you everything you’ll never know how hard I tried

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Verse 2
I woke up thinking bout you got a hold on my mind
So many things to think through but we got so little time
And I know you probably think that I crossed over the line
I didn’t want to make it hard I hope you know that I’m trying
I only wish that there was something I could give back
I only say it’s fucked up cuz it is that
No one deserves this didn’t do it on purpose
Feel like I just left you in the cold with no furnace
No words it’s, so difficult to try to move on
Don’t want to do wrong but that’s just how it felt for too long
But I know that you won’t let it fuck you up you’re too strong
I’m trying to figure out how my life will look with you gone
I know it’s hard but don’t cry just want you to know I
Really tried but had to focus on myself I won’t lie
It was the hardest thing I ever had to do to let you go
I just thought I’d write this song just so I could let you know that I’ve been

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